Magical 2022 - ISheep

This year has been a magical year, a lazy year.

To be honest, it's a bit difficult to summarize, I don't know what to write. This year has been really tough, and I've lost faith in myself.

2022 The repository for this year stopped updating after June, and I don't know why, I just can't remember.

January: Quarantine, those few days were filled with powerlessness, fear, and anger.

February: The Russo-Ukrainian War, it's unbelievable that one country would launch a war against another sovereign nation in the 21st century. | Iron Chain Girl

March: FOMO, influenced by the comments on 华 run (I'm easily influenced by others) | Donghang Plane Crash

April: April's Voice in Shanghai | "This is our last generation" | Henan Bank's financial scandal

May: $Luna goes to zero. First time shorting and learning about China's P2P incidents in the past few years.

June: Internship defense, the result was good, but I know it was just a small part that happened to please the judges. | Tangshan Assault

July: The US announces a 9.1% CPI annual rate for June, bull market for interest rates, bear market for next year?

August-September: DXY reaches a new high of 114, USDCNH breaks 7, almost returning to the exchange rate of my childhood | Guizhou Death Bus

October: Bridge | Reelection, didn't pass, didn't pass, didn't pass

November: Blank Paper | Foxconn's mass exodus

December: Outbreak of Covid in the country.

Covid#

I can only say that compared to some cities, I have experienced fewer lockdowns here. I have already written an article about my views on epidemic prevention here. I really dislike epidemic prevention enthusiasts.
I've noticed that some people like to applaud and cheer for the suffering of others from a distance, remain silent about the suffering around them, and become hysterical about their own suffering. When they are not affected by disaster, they will take pleasure in others' misfortune. Love for the country far exceeds love for family -> There can be no family without a country, and there can be no mother without you. When the iron fist is about to strike, they will only cry out, "There are no good people left in this world."
Because I was afraid of being quarantined again, there was a period of time when I didn't dare to go home.
I completed in one month what would have taken others two years to accomplish.
Getting infected is not a big deal, what's outrageous is the lack of medicine. Just like the lockdown, it's not a disaster until there's no food.
I've been overthinking, thoughts of disintegration and "sir this way" have crossed my mind. In reality, many problems are national problems. For example, if we were to hold a referendum, disaster would truly strike.

Code#

There haven't been any groundbreaking developments at work, just continuous improvement in communication skills and battle abilities. I often find myself surrounded by the PTSD of "I'm just a rusty screw, I hope there's no red-black tree in my next life."

I've explored many new things this year, React.js, Nest.js, Solidity, GraphQL... It has broadened my horizons and given me new insights into technology.

I've realized the importance of understanding the product and not focusing too much on the technology itself.

But I've written very little code this year, I haven't filled any of the pits I dug for myself last year 🤔.

Invest#

I've witnessed time and time again that "the edge of collapse is suitable for withdrawing during the carnival, and the cold winter is a gentle night suitable for moving forward."

It's not like I haven't gone back to zero, it's just starting over.

xLog#

I didn't have time to do a redirect for the old domain, so it was reclaimed. Well, let it be, I also canceled the record, it's just a pity for my image hosting. I won't do any ICP filing in China in the future.
Officially migrated to xLog, xLog is completely open source, running on Crossbell, with IPFS as storage. Anonymous surfing, although anonymity doesn't equal privacy, but I'm not afraid of losing everything one day.

🎮Movies & Games#

Watched:

I've spent quite a bit of time playing games this year. Since May, I've been playing R6 with a small group, and only playing with friends can temporarily cure my electronic ED.

Played:

Rainbow Six
Left 4 Dead 2
Human Fall Flat
Fall Guys
Elden Ring

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When I was young, I liked playing single-player games alone, but now it's hard for me to sit down and play single-player games alone. I remember that I didn't play The Legend of Zelda for long before I was persuaded to quit.

📕Books#

I haven't finished reading anything, and I keep buying more books. They're just sitting there collecting dust. Currently, I'm flipping through "Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World" and "Dance Dance Dance."

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🏸Badminton#

As expected, after graduation, my badminton skills have been declining in an inverse proportion. There are two reasons for this. One is that I play less, especially on workdays, I don't play at all, I don't have the energy. Secondly, it seems that my interest is not as strong as before.

Due to unforeseen circumstances, the competitions were concentrated in the second half of the year and were held with many difficulties.

Competitions I participated in:

Group competition: I ranked first by lying down.
Binjiang District Enterprise League: Directly relegated, I hope I can be a substitute next year, I'm just too bad.
Small competition held at home: Went to see the dentist and played a round, just for fun and to meet friends.
Li-Ning 3v3 Team: Reached the quarterfinals, all thanks to the opponent's forfeit.
Double Heroes: Conflicted with 3v3, didn't play, bought clothes instead.
Ambitious: Teammates couldn't make it due to COVID restrictions, didn't play, clothes were swallowed too.
Ordinary Heroes: Reached the round of 16, couldn't beat the top 8.
Ordinary Heroes (another station): Reached the round of 16, met a college senior and was sent home.

Every time I compete, I get nervous and can't perform well. I wonder why I can't change that.

👟Footprints#

Starting in October, I started using the Footprints of a Lifetime app. Although I'm really a homebody, this app gives me some motivation to explore more places. Like what Bei Dao said, the joys and sorrows of life are beyond the horizon, and looking into the distance is a youthful attitude. We should go out and explore this world, the universe, the stars, the beaches, and many other wonderful things.

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My love comes from curiosity. I need to control my curiosity about people and focus more on things. Let's explore this world, the universe, the stars, the beaches, and many other wonderful things. -- From

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🎈Outlook & Goals#

I won't set any goals for next year, I won't do anything anyway.

I hope to do more and think less.